March 2012
Time you enjoyed wasting, was not wasted.
you know what I realized? I’ve been hit with a tennis ball going at full speed nine times in the past three weeks. I have bruises the size of Cape Cod on my body. Frigg’n ow.
Making Friends
It seems as though I actually won a stuffed toy. (won him at an arcade game. the one with the claw that no one can ever win? yeah. I won it.)
He’s a Tiger. He’s a bit shabby looking and he has a hole. Also a bit cheap looking and he seems as though he’s a little head strong for how silly he looks. I like him. He’s a lot like me. I think I’ll call him Henry.
What's the point?
when your head screams no, and your heart won’t talk.
When all they say is what you want not what you need.
When truth teller become liars.
When freedom only hurts.
When it makes you happy, but you feel so sad.
when it can’t be that bad; but it is.
When you don’t know what goes next.
when the jerk says ‘love’ like it’s easily disposable.
when...
The Killers - Mr. Brightside →
Reality
Cabbage head: You’re impossible.
me: You just now noticed?
we all die.
The goal is not to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
“You’re smiling Sarah. I caught you.”
– My mother
Apparently if I were a plant, I would be an anemone… “Anemones represent happiness and energy. You are content to simply go with the flow and not have a care in the world. You have a colorful personality, but are a little headstrong. Love also isn’t a want; it’s a need for you.” Says fancy voo doo lady… yeah sure whatever.
Joe: “what are you, her guard dog?”
me: “woof.”
“Sometimes I wish I were strange so then people would leave me alone.”
“I’m so glad your name isn’t Haley, because then it would just be...”
– Haley
Foo Fighters - Best Of You →
Apocalyptica - Bittersweet →
Until death do we part….. or unless one of us get’s tired of trying, then you’re on your own.
Stop telling my what I want to hear.
Tell me the truth.
I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud by William Wordsworth
I wandered lonely as a cloud
That float on high o’er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.
Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of the bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their...
I wish I could smile without the help
So then, Mr. Right,
olly olly oxen free.
I give up.
Where in gods name are you?
American Pie
Did you write the book of love?
and do you have faith in god above?
if the bible tells you so…
Have you belived in rock n’ roll,
can music save your mortal soul and,
can you teach me how to dance reeeeeaaaaalllll sloooooooowwww
U2 - Staring at the sun lyrics →
“Summer stretching on the grass
Summer dresses pass
In the shade of the willow...”
– U2 - Staring at the sun
God give me strength,
to have the courage to realize the things
I cannot change
and courage
to change the things I can.
I’m living in the moment
I’m living day by day
I’m living for the truth
but most of all,
I’m living for the lie.
Michael Bublé - "Lost" →
Coldplay - The Scientist →
Blue October - Into The Ocean →
Guess who has a Wattpad? This chick. →
“Today, you are you, that is truer than true, there is no one alive that is youer...”
– Dr. Seuss
Live.
Slowly but surely, my life has molded itself into pointless motivation and wishful thinking…. added to it, the constant holding back, so I really don’t know how at all I’m writing this, because come on Sarah, venting on the internet is not a logical response whatsoever BUT LOOK AT ME NOW. How you like me now? Have I forgotten, or just lost myself? Am I truly changed, or broken?...
Hallelujah Rufus Wainwright →
Imogen Heap - Speeding Cars →
Just keep on wait’n…
wait’n on the world to change….
I need a sanctuary…
